Born in the wrong generation?

Something came to my mind earlier. Yesterday a bunch of brothers shared about the difficulties people are facing today. More people who get married end up being divorced, people don't marry until they're in the 30s because of jobs, or not waste their effort in marrying at all. Nowadays, I ask myself, why do we have to suffer so much to earn a good living?


Sometimes I wish that I was born 10, or 20 years earlier, when things seem to be much simpler. Back in the days people spend more time hanging out and socialize instead of sitting in front of the computer all day. People seem to be much happier back then, don't they?


But we have to remember that God has chosen when and where I was born. He did so with a purpose and a meaningful plan.
Acts 17:26- And He has made from one blood every nation of men to dwell on all the face of the earth, and has determined their preappointed times and the boundaries of their dwellings. 
Also, God didn't create us so we could suffer in this world, but to enjoy it abundantly.
Jeremiah 29:11- For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.


When I think again, I realized that I am very blessed to be here now. We live in a wealthy country with luxuries that we tend to neglect (some places still don't have access to clean water and people live next to factories) and it's sad that a lot of us still whine about not having the trendiest clothes or not getting good grades in school. Sure, some b/s complain about the world being more corrupt, but we have to realize it always has been corrupt in Biblical times as it is today. It's just that things are different because we are more educated with rules to prevent us from hurting ourselves and others. Also remember that spiritual blessings like the Bible and missionary trips are becoming more accessible in this generation. Hundreds of years ago very few people have access to the Truth because of burdens from the government/society, and they even get killed for doing so!


So, enjoy your blessings He gave you today, and rejoice!


-Karen

 

building 429 - Walls are coming down

break through sisters! :)
LYRICS:

I'm where I don't wanna stay
Close enough but far away
There is just too much at stake
I don't want to miss the moment of embrace, yeah,

I don't wanna stand at an arm's length
From the hands that are reaching to save me
Right here right now His hands are reaching out
I don't wanna stand at an arm's length
From the hands that are reaching to hold me
Right here right now my walls are coming down

I keep waiting for the sign
But maybe I'm the one that's blind
Let my fear and faith collide
Cause I don't want to miss the reason I'm alive, yeah

I don't wanna stand at an arm's length
From the hands that are reaching to save me
Right here right now His hands are reaching out
I don't wanna stand at an arm's length
From the hands that are reaching to hold me
Right here right now my walls are coming down

And I spend all my life holding back, holding back
And now I wonder, what for? I won't hold back any more

I don't wanna stand at an arm's length
From the hands that are reaching to save me
Right here right now His hands are reaching out
I don't wanna stand at an arm's length
From the hands that are reaching to hold me
Right here right now my walls are coming down
[x2]

 

big dreams lead to big prayers which lead to big things (in the Lord)

Why hello there :)

just wanted to briefly share what i gained from yesterday's gta tpt.
one thing was...
our value: we are worth more than an eternity to the Lord :) He redeemed us by His blood so that we can have eternity with Him. He'd rather do whatever it takes to gain us than to spend eternity without us. :)

The second thing was... if we DREAM BIG for Him, we should PRAY BIG, and this will lead to BIG THINGS HAPPENING :)
This is related to having the spiritual CAR (connect to Him, align vision to His, and respond to Him)
The core of the commission is for us to... LIVE WITH HIM. We were created in His image for one reason alone to be in this love fellowship with Him
let's live it out! :)


dream big for Him, pray about it and He will do great things :)
ps.. now I gotta go look for the book "The prayer of Jabez" and read 8-)

strive on!
-jennt
 

Count Your Blessings

Couple months ago I got my brother an Xbox 360. Initially it was supposed to be a surprise gift for his graduation. I tried my best to hide it in my room...but if you've been in my room, you will know that my room is small and where could I honestly hide an Xbox in there? So he found out. And instead of an ecstatic 14 year old I was expecting, he went, "oh. An Xbox. Who plays with an Xbox anymore? This is garbage." And then I told him it was for him. His eyes opened a little wider, in my head I was counting down for the happy smile, three, two, one... and he replied with, "ew" and walked away.

I'm left standing there hurt and confused. I wanted to throw him the "Back-in-my-Day" speech. BACK IN MY DAY, I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE  A GAME CONSOLE. BACK IN MY DAY WHEN I WAS YOUR AGE, I DIDN'T EVEN HAVE A LAPTOP. BACK IN MY DAY...

I was so hurt. This level of ungratefulness was stabbing. I have an apathetic 14 year old brother, I thought. It's not my parent's fault that the age difference between my brother and I is so big, but sometimes I ask, why, Lord? So the Lord reminds me that the most important times of my childhood I get to spend alone with my parents and when I got lonely, I remember me, the 7 year-old Kay, praying for a little brother or sister. The prayer is still so clear in my mind, the Lord never let me forget it. 
"God please give me a brother or sister--doesn't matter which one, I don't care...I just want someone to play with."
Cute, eh? He never let me forget it so that I will never be ungrateful for this blessing for a little brother. Sometimes I may be mad at him, and I remember going through an age where I was mad at my family members. I remember saying hurtful things to him (and to make it worse, at that time he was even younger than now), saying that I didn't want a brother anymore. Ouch, right? But the Lord puts this prayer in my memory so that I could remember why Anson is in my life. If I could go back in time and take back all that I said, I would. But I can't change the feelings he has for me right now. It's probably full of despise and loathe.

Trying to make up for my mistakes is difficult. My brother is hard to read. He complains I don't spend enough time with him, so I spend time with him. He then complains I'm interrupting him during his online gaming on the PC--so I ask if I could play with him on my laptop in the other room (he does that with his cousin when he comes over to visit. It's strange to see two kids on the laptop in two separate rooms playing online games together. Back in my day ...) and he says he doesn't want me to play online with him or I'll 'kill his high score'. And then when I give up, he starts complaining again that I never hang out with him. The level of confusion is too great for my head to bear. I don't remember being this complicated when I was 14 years old... or maybe I was.

There was a part of a sharing on Sunday that stuck in my mind. I'm having an epiphany right now. It went something like, "take your blessings the Lord gives you and use it". So I am reminded, have I counted my blessings? Sure my brother may be an ungrateful generation Y and I am an aging generation X--but he is a blessing to me. I cannot undo the things I have said, but I can change now to be a better role model for my brother. Hopefully he sees me as not just a public enemy, but as a human being with real memories of the past, with real emotions and feelings. That's how I saw my parents after my many years of accusations against them. And when I saw them in that light, I was more appreciative of them. Like one of my professors said, "you can never know a biography of a person without knowing the history of their ancestors." 

So that also reminds me of Nehemiah. "Remember me, Oh my God." I find this theme coming up a lot in my week. May we continue to count our blessings, recognize them, and use them to glorify God.
 

flawed.

Disclaimer: Jennt is ranting and releasing stuff that's on her mind.. very emo.
Not for the faint of heart.

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jennt is flawed.
jennt needs to be considerate
jennt needs to be hard-working
jennt needs to stop complaining
jennt needs to stop talking so much
jennt needs to stop being obnoxious
jennt needs to mature up
jennt needs to ...
jennt is flawed.

but He still loves jennt...
stop accusing yourself,jennt.
jennt can confuse herself easily.
jennt can be frustrated with self.
jennt can beat self up
jennt will get nowhere by doing so.
regardless of how jennt is,
He loves jennt the same.

yes,
i talk to myself sometimes...
i judge myself sometimes...
jennt is emo,
but she will feel better soon.
=)