Hi sisters
Here's a brief update on my mom.
A couple days ago (thurs) i went with her to the doctors, they wanted to explore the option of bone marrow transplant for her because they think she has a 60% of leukemia relapsing, but then again, the transplant has its high risks also.. they said 2/3 people don't make it in her case (age group.. etc) so it was a very scary and tough decision to make... Please pray for her and my dad, they must be pretty shocked and worried. My mom's thinking of just doing the transplant.
Either road seems so.. unclear.
dont do - somewhere along the road, it'll relapse and she'll be even sicker..
do - chance of not making it really high, but its a chance of survival/cure of leukemia...
i don't know what to do. i've been praying a lot for her.
yesterday i talked to her again about God, just like a reminder if she still rmbs accepting Jesus, and she said yes :), the thing is... her concept is still pretty questionable, she says she believes in Jesus, but also in her old religion, all gods kind of thing .. :S i was like, you can't believe in all gods, there can only be one, but she insisted that she believes Jesus, but also the other... (i asked her why... she said mainly because she was brought up in it, and if she doesn't she'd feel like she's betraying her parents, its like being dutiful to her parents/honouring them.. i didn't what to say, except, ok... but i told her bro/sis will be praying for her, so if everything works out, i hope she knows that Jesus was the one working the miracles. hehe...)
Anyways... yea... tough stuff ahead for my family and i think it's sorta affecting me also. of course i want her to be fine, have successful process of transplant, but it's always the unknown, i just hope she really does believe in God/Jesus :)
sometimes, i feel like we're the israelites... God performed miracles for them, but when things are going ok, they forgot Him... (my mom is fine after her super sick stage, something i'll always give thanks for) but now, we're like asking for another miracle.. we cry out to Him when we need deliverance, and i know it shouldn't be like that, but should always praise and give thanks, it's something i'm still working on, i need to have greatest faith in Him :) I also need to know how to help my mom be like that too...
ok that's all. again, please pray for my mom and dad :)
thank yous!
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big dreams lead to big prayers which lead to big things (in the Lord)
Why hello there :)
just wanted to briefly share what i gained from yesterday's gta tpt.
one thing was...
our value: we are worth more than an eternity to the Lord :) He redeemed us by His blood so that we can have eternity with Him. He'd rather do whatever it takes to gain us than to spend eternity without us. :)
The second thing was... if we DREAM BIG for Him, we should PRAY BIG, and this will lead to BIG THINGS HAPPENING :)
This is related to having the spiritual CAR (connect to Him, align vision to His, and respond to Him)
The core of the commission is for us to... LIVE WITH HIM. We were created in His image for one reason alone to be in this love fellowship with Him
let's live it out! :)
dream big for Him, pray about it and He will do great things :)
ps.. now I gotta go look for the book "The prayer of Jabez" and read 8-)
strive on!
-jennt
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just wanted to briefly share what i gained from yesterday's gta tpt.
one thing was...
our value: we are worth more than an eternity to the Lord :) He redeemed us by His blood so that we can have eternity with Him. He'd rather do whatever it takes to gain us than to spend eternity without us. :)
The second thing was... if we DREAM BIG for Him, we should PRAY BIG, and this will lead to BIG THINGS HAPPENING :)
This is related to having the spiritual CAR (connect to Him, align vision to His, and respond to Him)
The core of the commission is for us to... LIVE WITH HIM. We were created in His image for one reason alone to be in this love fellowship with Him
let's live it out! :)
dream big for Him, pray about it and He will do great things :)
ps.. now I gotta go look for the book "The prayer of Jabez" and read 8-)
strive on!
-jennt
flawed.
Disclaimer: Jennt is ranting and releasing stuff that's on her mind.. very emo.
Not for the faint of heart.
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jennt is flawed.
jennt needs to be considerate
jennt needs to be hard-working
jennt needs to stop complaining
jennt needs to stop talking so much
jennt needs to stop being obnoxious
jennt needs to mature up
jennt needs to ...
jennt is flawed.
but He still loves jennt...
stop accusing yourself,jennt.
jennt can confuse herself easily.
jennt can be frustrated with self.
jennt can beat self up
jennt will get nowhere by doing so.
regardless of how jennt is,
He loves jennt the same.
yes,
i talk to myself sometimes...
i judge myself sometimes...
jennt is emo,
but she will feel better soon.
=)
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Not for the faint of heart.
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jennt is flawed.
jennt needs to be considerate
jennt needs to be hard-working
jennt needs to stop complaining
jennt needs to stop talking so much
jennt needs to stop being obnoxious
jennt needs to mature up
jennt needs to ...
jennt is flawed.
but He still loves jennt...
stop accusing yourself,jennt.
jennt can confuse herself easily.
jennt can be frustrated with self.
jennt can beat self up
jennt will get nowhere by doing so.
regardless of how jennt is,
He loves jennt the same.
yes,
i talk to myself sometimes...
i judge myself sometimes...
jennt is emo,
but she will feel better soon.
=)
Our God will fight for us - Nehemiah 4:20
Hi sisters,
Don't know if you noticed, but i've been sick the entire past week and still a little bit today. But i am feeling a lot better after taking my benylin pill (albeit, had to be chopped down into little bits so that i can finally swallow them -.-)
anyways, i feel that this past week i've been suffering (physically) i felt so down in the dumps, it's insane how i can feel like that... i prayed a lot to God to help relieve me of my symptoms... and i guess i was impatient and began to drown in my own misery and thoughts... i kept the Lord at a distance, i guess you can say...
But today, i decided to open up the bible and continue where i left off in Nehemiah (PS. we're suppose to read it for reunion! :P)
so yea, when i read "Our God will fight for us", i was touched. Didn't fully meditate on it til later on.
Then i realised that the entire time, in our whole life, our Beloved has always been fighting for us.
We are not in this battle alone (though i admit, sometimes i feel like that) but He has always been there with me. I'm not fighting this battle of sickness alone, He is with me. When i feel like i can't do this anymore, He will stand up for me, to fight this battle for me. It's like He is that unquenchable flame within all of us. :)
So sisters, whatever we go through, may we always remember He is with us, He lives in us! When we are weak and we feel like giving up, when we find it too hard, just know He will fight for us. He will help us through, just go to Him :)
Like this week, for me, i feel like i've let the Lord down, our relationship-wise, cause like i said, i was drowning in my own misery and complaints.... but when i went back to Him to read His words, He reminded me, when i didn't seem to care as much about my relationship with Him, He cares. And He will fight for us (our relationship) He won't give in, He won't give us up :)
He loves us sooo muchh!! hehehe
^^ so blessed to have such a beautiful beloved!!! =D
I hope that we can always see how much He loves us, and how much we affect Him, to the point that He will always fight for us. He will lure us back to Him because He needs us most <3
(wow.. what a romantic/lovey dovey post) LOLLLLL Well, can't help it! Our Beloved is soo romantic and passionate ;)
love,
jennt
Here's a song for you :)
Lyrics:
You don't have to stay here, You can't deny
Every single heartaches, Written in your eyes
Memories that haunt you, Memories they got you
Looking for a place to hide, Oh, the anger,
Reaching like a cancer, Like a paralyzing fear.
Can you even hear me, When I whisper
Can you see Me through your tears?
Chorus:
Cuz I... I'm on your side, We'll win this fight,
So rest to-night, Cuz love is on the rise,
The darkness blinds, I'm on your side
Oh, I'm on your side.
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/l/luminate/on_your_side.html ]
I know my love can shine through, Bitterness that hides you
Deep inside a world, With no hope
Letting go of history, We can start a journey
You don't have to do this alone, You're not alone
Chorus:
When you hope is lost, And the flames burn high
When your weakness fuels, What you feel inside
Oh, don't look back, Your past is back
You're still alive, You're still alive
Chorus:
Cuz I... I'm on your side, We'll win this fight
You can rest to-night, Cuz love is on the rise
The darkness blinds, I'm on your side
Oh, I'm on your side.
You can rest tonight
I'm on your side. Repeat.
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Don't know if you noticed, but i've been sick the entire past week and still a little bit today. But i am feeling a lot better after taking my benylin pill (albeit, had to be chopped down into little bits so that i can finally swallow them -.-)
anyways, i feel that this past week i've been suffering (physically) i felt so down in the dumps, it's insane how i can feel like that... i prayed a lot to God to help relieve me of my symptoms... and i guess i was impatient and began to drown in my own misery and thoughts... i kept the Lord at a distance, i guess you can say...
But today, i decided to open up the bible and continue where i left off in Nehemiah (PS. we're suppose to read it for reunion! :P)
so yea, when i read "Our God will fight for us", i was touched. Didn't fully meditate on it til later on.
Then i realised that the entire time, in our whole life, our Beloved has always been fighting for us.
We are not in this battle alone (though i admit, sometimes i feel like that) but He has always been there with me. I'm not fighting this battle of sickness alone, He is with me. When i feel like i can't do this anymore, He will stand up for me, to fight this battle for me. It's like He is that unquenchable flame within all of us. :)
So sisters, whatever we go through, may we always remember He is with us, He lives in us! When we are weak and we feel like giving up, when we find it too hard, just know He will fight for us. He will help us through, just go to Him :)
Like this week, for me, i feel like i've let the Lord down, our relationship-wise, cause like i said, i was drowning in my own misery and complaints.... but when i went back to Him to read His words, He reminded me, when i didn't seem to care as much about my relationship with Him, He cares. And He will fight for us (our relationship) He won't give in, He won't give us up :)
He loves us sooo muchh!! hehehe
^^ so blessed to have such a beautiful beloved!!! =D
I hope that we can always see how much He loves us, and how much we affect Him, to the point that He will always fight for us. He will lure us back to Him because He needs us most <3
(wow.. what a romantic/lovey dovey post) LOLLLLL Well, can't help it! Our Beloved is soo romantic and passionate ;)
love,
jennt
Here's a song for you :)
Lyrics:
You don't have to stay here, You can't deny
Every single heartaches, Written in your eyes
Memories that haunt you, Memories they got you
Looking for a place to hide, Oh, the anger,
Reaching like a cancer, Like a paralyzing fear.
Can you even hear me, When I whisper
Can you see Me through your tears?
Chorus:
Cuz I... I'm on your side, We'll win this fight,
So rest to-night, Cuz love is on the rise,
The darkness blinds, I'm on your side
Oh, I'm on your side.
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/l/luminate/on_your_side.html ]
I know my love can shine through, Bitterness that hides you
Deep inside a world, With no hope
Letting go of history, We can start a journey
You don't have to do this alone, You're not alone
Chorus:
When you hope is lost, And the flames burn high
When your weakness fuels, What you feel inside
Oh, don't look back, Your past is back
You're still alive, You're still alive
Chorus:
Cuz I... I'm on your side, We'll win this fight
You can rest to-night, Cuz love is on the rise
The darkness blinds, I'm on your side
Oh, I'm on your side.
You can rest tonight
I'm on your side. Repeat.
be still, Know He is God
When things get tough, when things don't make any sense..
Our Beloved told us "Be still, know I am God"
<3 all we have to do is be still, and trust that He will make a way and carry us through it :)
For all you sisters out there who are going through something, here's some encouragements through music ^^ i love music! especially when the meaning is soul tugging and spirit lifting :)
close your eyes and enjoy with faith!
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Our Beloved told us "Be still, know I am God"
<3 all we have to do is be still, and trust that He will make a way and carry us through it :)
For all you sisters out there who are going through something, here's some encouragements through music ^^ i love music! especially when the meaning is soul tugging and spirit lifting :)
close your eyes and enjoy with faith!
You're already there
sharing a song :)
because the lyrics are so good ehhehe, like how i feel =D
From where I'm standing
Lord it's so hard for me to see
Where this is going
And where You're leading me
I wish I knew how
All my fears and all my questions
Are gonna play out
In a world I can't control
Oh, oh
When I'm lost in the mystery
To You my future is a memory
Cause You're already there
You're already there
Standing at the end of my life
Waiting on the other side
And You're already there
You're already there
Oh, oh, oh, oh
From where You're standing
Lord, You see a grand design
That You imagined
When You breathed me into life
And all the chaos
Comes together in Your hands
Like a masterpiece
Of Your picture perfect plan
When I'm lost in the mystery
To You my future is a memory
Cause You're already there
You're already there
Standing at the end of my life
Waiting on the other side
And You're already there
You're already there
One day I'll stand before You
And look back on the life I've lived
I can't wait to enjoy the view
And see how all the pieces fit (x2)
One day I'll stand before You
And look back on the life I've lived
Cause You're already there
You're already there
When I'm lost in the mystery
To You my future is a memory
Cause You're already there
You're already there
Standing at the end of my life
Waiting on the other side
And You're already there
You're already there
-jennt
He is SO GOOD
=D
God is SOOO GOOOD :)
so here's my early thanksgiving! =D
i give thanks that He pulled me through my surgery
i give thanks that He helped me recover quickly and heal quickly
i give thanks that He made use of all situations to bring my family and friends and church family closer, i find that through my whole situation, He has brought these 3 aspects of my life to know each other <3
i give thanks that He is with me everyday and that He is always overwhelming me with His love every moment :) <3!!
i give thanks that He made a way for me to go to camp! <3
i'm so happy right now lol =D
as you can see... i'm smiling uncontrollably
so MUCH to give thanks for!
my Beloved is so GOOOOD to me!
trapped
feels like an angry bird that's trapped inside all day T.Tmom's not letting me do this, or do that cuz she's worried about my head and etc... so annoyinggg, i feel fine. i can walk and talk, i'm not crippled.
i just feel like doing nothing cuz she doesn't let me do anything. no mood to do anythinG. grr...
i'm like an angry bird losing it's feathers and freedom. GARGHH...
sorrry to all the sisters i've bothered and annoyed and basically been stubborn and difficult.
can't help it.
ARGHHHSS -rips out hair-
darn staples came out today, was a good feeling til my mom's all like, you should stay home today, rest up, etc, don't go out. i'm like, i feel FINE>.
i feel like bouncing against a wall lol (like an angry bird LOL) T-T
somebody hit me or free this bird.
make us one
my new jam :) Lord, make us one!
---John 17:21-23---
20 “I do not pray for these alone, but also for those who will[e] believe in Me through their word; 21 that they all may be one, as You, Father, are in Me, and I in You; that they also may be one in Us, that the world may believe that You sent Me. 22 And the glory which You gave Me I have given them, that they may be one just as We are one: 23 I in them, and You in Me; that they may be made perfect in one, and that the world may know that You have sent Me, and have loved them as You have loved Me.
walk by faith not by sight
hey sup,
it's been a long time :)
I will make this brief... just wanted to share a bit about the hillsong concert.
This was the second time i went to one, and i find that it's a bit different from the first time. I did feel God's presence there, and was amazed at the amount of bro/sis who came from other churches to worship God through music.
inspired to write for Him lol
i was inspired when I heard this song from Linkin Park - waiting for the end
LOL yea the lyrics for this song isn't christian content, pretty emo i'd say hahha, but i love the song melody and rhythm, and as i was jamming to it, I felt inspired to re-write the lyrics for the Lord hahha... so have a see and try playing it as you read these lyrics hahah... when i find the instrumental version or when i can mod it so that vocals can be taken out i shall repost the song loll in the meantime --enjoy!! :D
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LOL yea the lyrics for this song isn't christian content, pretty emo i'd say hahha, but i love the song melody and rhythm, and as i was jamming to it, I felt inspired to re-write the lyrics for the Lord hahha... so have a see and try playing it as you read these lyrics hahah... when i find the instrumental version or when i can mod it so that vocals can be taken out i shall repost the song loll in the meantime --enjoy!! :D
once again
Just wanted to share this song heheh
love the bridge of this song :)
Seems like a while that I posted anything on here. I will start off with giving thanks to the Lord for His grace and blessings through everything.
:)
love the bridge :)
♫ So I'll wait upon You now
With my hands released to You
Where a little faith's enough
To see mountains lift and move
And I'll wait upon You now
Dedicated to Your will
To this love that will remain
A love that never fails ♪
i just wanted to give thanks to all bro/sis for their continual prayers for my mom and my family.
the past few days, i really notice that my mom has more energy, although her breathing is still not at its best, but seeing that she's awake and pretty responsive makes me happy. also for my aunt, it was nice to visit her and chat with her, i admire her faith in Jesus. oh yea if some have not heard yet, she believed in God at the nursing home. she's been praying a lot for my mom, trusting that Jesus will help her get better. so yea anyways, i just wanted to briefly update you on my situation and give a whole lotta thanks to Jesus for His continuous support, love and care for my mom and family.
Please continue to pray for my mom so that her breathing can be back to normal and that her overall health is good. i would love to hear her speak again and for her to get out of the hospital and meet bro/sis :)
Thanks ALL!!
love you muchos :)
pray pray pray
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please pray for my mom. her condition is worsening, but i still have all my hope and trust that the Lord will give the best. I really really want her to recover so that she can go to church and learn more about Jesus.
But i'm still really thankful that she accepted Jesus as her saviour. Please pray for me, so that the upcoming days when i visit her during my lunch break, i can continue to talk to her, let her know the truths, let her feel the love from God and from myself. Please pray that the Lord give me strength to share everything i want to let her know. i know i will cry... but i need the strength and faith to keep letting her know that Jesus holds all authority, that when this life ends, it's not the end, that one day we will meet again.
thank you.
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please pray for my mom. her condition is worsening, but i still have all my hope and trust that the Lord will give the best. I really really want her to recover so that she can go to church and learn more about Jesus.
But i'm still really thankful that she accepted Jesus as her saviour. Please pray for me, so that the upcoming days when i visit her during my lunch break, i can continue to talk to her, let her know the truths, let her feel the love from God and from myself. Please pray that the Lord give me strength to share everything i want to let her know. i know i will cry... but i need the strength and faith to keep letting her know that Jesus holds all authority, that when this life ends, it's not the end, that one day we will meet again.
thank you.
give thanks give thanks - !! He is amazinggg
hey sisters,
awesome news, just wanted to share: today my mom believed in God!!!! =D she did the prayers with me =D!!
dunno if i wrote/said before but i made her a lil photo book with our family photos in it along with viet bible verses, and in it i wrote a lil msg to her saying how i really want her to accept Jesus in her life and how He can give her hope, peace, love, joy etc and how He has given me all these, and that He loves her so much because He has saved me so He can save her. at the end i put the prayers in there.
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awesome news, just wanted to share: today my mom believed in God!!!! =D she did the prayers with me =D!!
dunno if i wrote/said before but i made her a lil photo book with our family photos in it along with viet bible verses, and in it i wrote a lil msg to her saying how i really want her to accept Jesus in her life and how He can give her hope, peace, love, joy etc and how He has given me all these, and that He loves her so much because He has saved me so He can save her. at the end i put the prayers in there.
thank yous -hugs-
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Hey sisters, here's a small update, it'll be short and simple :)
I really really want to tell bro/sis THANK YOUUUU sooo sooo sooox999999999 much for your love, support and prayers :) it has definitely helped me through this whole situation. i know because for the past week, i've felt oddly at peace and really hopeful in the Lord.) so thank you oh so much :)
so an update on my mom, she had her start on chemo on friday, today's the 6th day of the 7 day treatment. on tuesday, my dad and myself went to visit her and she looked much better, the tubes in her mouth were taken out so she could speak with us. she did look much better than the earlier days before treatment, so i really give thanks for that.
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Hey sisters, here's a small update, it'll be short and simple :)
I really really want to tell bro/sis THANK YOUUUU sooo sooo sooox999999999 much for your love, support and prayers :) it has definitely helped me through this whole situation. i know because for the past week, i've felt oddly at peace and really hopeful in the Lord.) so thank you oh so much :)
so an update on my mom, she had her start on chemo on friday, today's the 6th day of the 7 day treatment. on tuesday, my dad and myself went to visit her and she looked much better, the tubes in her mouth were taken out so she could speak with us. she did look much better than the earlier days before treatment, so i really give thanks for that.
current situation in a nutshell...
hi sisters,
i'm here to update on my situation as some of you may already know... my mom was admitted to the hospital on saturday, i went with her to the hospital to do a checkup, she's been complaining about shortness of breath, tiredness, ear muffled, backaches, nauseous/vomiting feeling, loss of appetite... yea of the sorts.
it has been going on for about 3 week ago, but the symptoms went away so she didn't bother going to the hospital knowing how it'll mess up her schedule and etc... but the symptoms came back more worse, so we had to go the hospital this saturday.
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i'm here to update on my situation as some of you may already know... my mom was admitted to the hospital on saturday, i went with her to the hospital to do a checkup, she's been complaining about shortness of breath, tiredness, ear muffled, backaches, nauseous/vomiting feeling, loss of appetite... yea of the sorts.
it has been going on for about 3 week ago, but the symptoms went away so she didn't bother going to the hospital knowing how it'll mess up her schedule and etc... but the symptoms came back more worse, so we had to go the hospital this saturday.
Touched
Hi sisters,
Just a brief update on how i'm doing, i've been trying to have a re-resolution hahah... my goals since the beginnning of this year is sure taking awhile to achieve, but i'm still learning to expect great things from the Lord. i know He is working in me, and won't be finish with me until the day He comes. It's a process, and as long as i trust in Him, He will do miracles in me~ =) haha
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Just a brief update on how i'm doing, i've been trying to have a re-resolution hahah... my goals since the beginnning of this year is sure taking awhile to achieve, but i'm still learning to expect great things from the Lord. i know He is working in me, and won't be finish with me until the day He comes. It's a process, and as long as i trust in Him, He will do miracles in me~ =) haha
one month progress
1 month progress report lol
it's been about 1 month since the start of this new year, i think it's a good time to evaluate myself hahah :P
ok informally, i feel that i'm still the eagle picking off its old heavy feathers... still working on my goals.
However, i do feel lighter and more free in worship, so it's an improvement :)
I find that you are only as free as you allow yourself and desire yourself to be.
One thing i've been reminded and learnt during this year is that personally time before God is so important, meaning pursuing and seeking the Lord whether through reading spiritual books, listenning to messages, singing hymns, etc
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it's been about 1 month since the start of this new year, i think it's a good time to evaluate myself hahah :P
ok informally, i feel that i'm still the eagle picking off its old heavy feathers... still working on my goals.
However, i do feel lighter and more free in worship, so it's an improvement :)
I find that you are only as free as you allow yourself and desire yourself to be.
One thing i've been reminded and learnt during this year is that personally time before God is so important, meaning pursuing and seeking the Lord whether through reading spiritual books, listenning to messages, singing hymns, etc
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