update
Hi sisters
Here's a brief update on my mom.
A couple days ago (thurs) i went with her to the doctors, they wanted to explore the option of bone marrow transplant for her because they think she has a 60% of leukemia relapsing, but then again, the transplant has its high risks also.. they said 2/3 people don't make it in her case (age group.. etc) so it was a very scary and tough decision to make... Please pray for her and my dad, they must be pretty shocked and worried. My mom's thinking of just doing the transplant.
Either road seems so.. unclear.
dont do - somewhere along the road, it'll relapse and she'll be even sicker..
do - chance of not making it really high, but its a chance of survival/cure of leukemia...
i don't know what to do. i've been praying a lot for her.
yesterday i talked to her again about God, just like a reminder if she still rmbs accepting Jesus, and she said yes :), the thing is... her concept is still pretty questionable, she says she believes in Jesus, but also in her old religion, all gods kind of thing .. :S i was like, you can't believe in all gods, there can only be one, but she insisted that she believes Jesus, but also the other... (i asked her why... she said mainly because she was brought up in it, and if she doesn't she'd feel like she's betraying her parents, its like being dutiful to her parents/honouring them.. i didn't what to say, except, ok... but i told her bro/sis will be praying for her, so if everything works out, i hope she knows that Jesus was the one working the miracles. hehe...)
Anyways... yea... tough stuff ahead for my family and i think it's sorta affecting me also. of course i want her to be fine, have successful process of transplant, but it's always the unknown, i just hope she really does believe in God/Jesus :)
sometimes, i feel like we're the israelites... God performed miracles for them, but when things are going ok, they forgot Him... (my mom is fine after her super sick stage, something i'll always give thanks for) but now, we're like asking for another miracle.. we cry out to Him when we need deliverance, and i know it shouldn't be like that, but should always praise and give thanks, it's something i'm still working on, i need to have greatest faith in Him :) I also need to know how to help my mom be like that too...
ok that's all. again, please pray for my mom and dad :)
thank yous!
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Jennt, God will give you the best! I will pray for you and your family!
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